Staying in Your Lane
God made you to be who YOU are and your purpose is to mature in Christ. Maturity doesn't just happen, this is a process called sanctification. Little by little, day by day, we grow and mature in our knowledge of God, revelation from God and maturity in our gifting.
God knows what you are mature enough for and ready to handle. The enemy will bring in discouragement, but know this is not from God. This is the enemy's way of trying to stop you from maturing.